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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Amadou's 10th  Birthday

On Amadou's first anniversary of moving in with us, we celebrated his 10th birthday - since he had no clue when he was born, we fixed the date.

Tradition has it that I bake a cake for the birthday kid. Today my special gift for him was traditional Malian clothes he can wear on Sundays. I think he liked them.

Our birthday celebrations are alway very short. As soon as everyone has devoured their cake, they disperse.

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Sunday, September 27, 2009

Paul Jr. Moves In

Today we took in the first of the new kids - Paul Junior. Paul first came to our base a year ago, and was named Paul at his baptism in November 2008. We've watched him over this past year, and have seen him grow in his faith and be faithful in little things. Now his day had come! The smiling picture shows him today, and the other one is from the day he first slept on our base.

This is his story:

Paul was born in Conakry, the capital of Guinea. He lived with his parents, and started school there at the age of 10. In 4th grade, he killed a sheep with two friends, and was caught by the sheep's owner, who went to see his parents. Paul's parents wanted him to pay for the sheep, and threatened him with beatings if he didn't. So Paul ran away, and slept over at a village chief's house.The following morning he started his journey towards Mali. He found someone who was willing to take him to Bamako by car, where he ended up at the bus station. One of the big kids there took him under his wing, and together, they were surviving by begging for money. He spent the following 3 years on the street. In Sep 2008 Paul first came to our base to spend the night; in Nov 2008 he was baptized, and in Sep 2009 he became a member of our family. If he can't become a soccer player, he'd like to be a mechanic.

I gave Paul a mattress, sheet, pillow, sheet, tootbrush and paste, and clothes, and we welcomed Paul into the family. Now we need to find a sponsor for him.

We also did a prayer meeting in the evening. I led worship on the keyboard, and there was a beautiful prophetic flow. Afterwards, the kids shared all they had received from the Lord.

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Thursday, September 24, 2009

Building #3

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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Surprise Visit to the Village

It was time for our surprise visit to Dio. We've had some major problems with our pastor there, and we needed to verify some of the information he had given us.

Our plan was to arrive at meal time, since we've been giving him money to feed 50 people three times a week, and he was feeding them Mon, Tue, and Wed. After a 90 minute uneventful drive, we arrived there at noon - and found the compound deserted. Only the pastor's daughter and one other kid was there. We were told that the pastor and his wife and son were in Bamako.

We asked the girl whether the boy who had just arrived would know the five families who we feed and whose children we send to school; he did, and so he became our guide as we started our walk from house to house. In the picture, the boy is in the middle, Abdias to the left, and Paul to the right. As you can tell, it's corn season in Mali!

The families were very happy to see me again. We wrote down which kids go to school, and which kids go eat at the pastor's house, and which ones were gone. One family had moved away four months ago (and the pastor had never told us), and another thing we found out quickly was that they're only eating at the pastor's house twice a week - Mon and Tue - for the past 8 months or so!

We returned to the pastor's house - and the pastor had arrived in the meantime. His wife and son were still in Bamako. The shock he was in because of our visit was very obvious. We sat down after greeting each other, and he didn't say a word, neither did we. They had prepared a simple lunch for us, and Abdias and Paul ate (too many calories for me - I had a 'sandwich' with me). I was wondering whether it was the right time to say anything about our findings, but I decided it wasn't.

I then told him that the last thing on our agenda was to go to the village of Goro to take a picture of the church building with the new roof we gave him the money for three months ago. He said the roof was not up, and gave us the excuse that you can't build mud brick houses during rainy season. I'll check with our construction guy. He said they had purchased the sheet metal for the roof, but could not produce a receipt or list of expenses which he knows I'm expecting to get. So there was no reason to go to Goro. We said our good-byes and returned to Bamako - with a heavy heart.

Even during the trip home I was already taking decisions as to what changes have to happen. I just need to check with the German NGO who has been providing a big part of the money for the food and tuition.

We also discovered that the pastor's daughter now has to start "Lycée" (last 3 years of High School), and there is no school like that in the village. She needs to go to Bamako for that. I was disappointed that he had not told us about that months ago, and asked the obvious, whether we could take her in so she could go to school. He just told us that he doesn't know where she could stay. The girl herself asked us, though, to stay with us. Though I like her a lot, I'm a little hesitant. She's nearly 18, and having a bunch of teenage boys with sexual problems, I can already forsee some issues. Any words of wisdom from you guys?

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Monday, September 21, 2009

Astonishing Turnaround

Yesterday afternoon I wrote a desperate email update that went out to nearly 800 people. As I've witnessed in the past, when a big number of people starts praying, things turned around. Things turned around for us in a way that I can only call astonishing. Maybe the end of the Muslim month of prayer and fasting has to do with it as well (Sunday was the last day)?

Sunday night, things started changing. I decided it was time for action, for order and structure to return to this household, and some semblance of things going right. We hadn't done our nightly family meeting in a while, and I let them know there would be one at 8 pm.

At that meeting I told them the time of anarchy was over, now order was returning to the house. I gave them some structure for their personal time with good, and their corporate morning time, scheduled a daily "soaking session" after lunch, and prayer meeting in the evening. I told them that starting Monday, they would do their chores again, and obey the house rules. To my surprise, Paul was really happy about all this.

So life was different when I got up this morning. The internet was gone all day, not working 99% of the time, which restricted somewhat what I could do in the office. It was also the first day of trial week for one of the drivers who left with Paul to pick up Elisabeth to come back to cook for us every morning, the way she used to. I asked Paul to ask the driver to show him his driver's license, but he gave an excuse to why he didn't have it right. When they returned, and Paul told me about it, I told him that we could not have him drive without a license; he had to go and get it back. So we're waiting to hear from him. That meant that poor Elisabeth had to return home using public transporation.

It also meant Paul had to ask his friend to drive him on the motorbike; I'm glad Paul has taken to heart the eye doctor's advice to not drive a motorbike himself. Unfortunately they couldn't get any errands done because everything was still closed because of the end of Ramadan celebrations.

The kids followed their new structure - probably glad to have structure again, at least subconsciously - and this picture shows them pick up trash on the property. They always tell me they've done it, and so once more, I went ouside and walked around with them, pointing out all the trash to them. Since it's normal in Mali to throw trash on the ground, they simply don't see it.

The kids have been helping with construction for a few days. Today I walked into my future house, having a look. It's great to see it come up. May it be completed swiftly! Another $65,000 are needed for that.

The kids the soaking session after lunch, and fell asleep; but that's good, since they also get a nap in that way.

Instead of the prayer meeting, we ended up doing the first lesson of the HOLY SPIRIT course where they are taught how to hear the voice of God etc.  It was my kids plus the 4 street kids that have basically been with us 24-7 these past few weeks. I recorded it so we can use the recording in the future. However, in the course of getting that ready, I found out that the tripod had been broken during the "July incident", and that our little video camera was gone. Great. I used my normal camera in video mode, and put it on a barrel with a brick on top.

After dinner, we set up the TV outside and watched a movie together. It was great having Sarata and Bakary on my lap. In fact, Sarata has spent some time in the office with me today, "helping" me, and following me around. I love my kids!

Where did all the energy I had today come from? Will it last? How long will people keep praying for us?

We're planning a surprise visit to the village of Dio on Wednesday. I wasn't gonna go, but Paul has a cultural issue with "checking" on our pastor there. But it has to be done. Right now I can imagine going; pray I'll still be up to going on Wednesday. We need to make sure what he's supposed to do and telling us he's doing is actually happening.

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Sunday, September 20, 2009

Construction Update

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Monday, September 14, 2009

Children Helping

When we went to the store on Friday, I bought some trash bags though they are really expensive in Mali. I'm tired of all the trash just being thrown on a pile in a corner of our compound. So today the kids had the task of putting the trash into the bags.

Of course, you wonder whether that's really worth. The guy picking up our trash is taking it outside the city with his donkey cart, and he might even empty the bags as they are pretty nice, and use them again for something else.

The children are also helping with construction right now, until school starts in a few weeks. In this picture you can see one of the street kids - Seyba, one of the candidates to stay with us - and Joseph mixing cement with sand and water.

And here Jérémie is on his way to pick it up and take it to where it's needed.

Two construction workers and our kids are working on the foundation of the house #3 that is much needed. With the money we have the walls will be coming up. However, it takes another $65,000 to finish it.

The picture to the right was taken out of my office window.

And this is our kitchen right now. Today Fanta is doing the cooking. We need to have a driver before Elisabeth can come again and help her. You can see Hama sitting on the benches.

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Going Downtown

I was woken up by the construction work going on outside my window. It was 9 am - and early in the light of jetlag, but a good time really to get up. Especially since we had plans to go downtown. So at 10 am I forced myself out of bed, and then time went by rapidly, and suddenly it was 11 am - time to leave.

Paul and Souleymane came with me. There were several things that were not right, and with each situation my frustration grew. By the time we were driving downtown, the discouragement was great, and the tears were flowing down my cheeks.

Our first stop was the supermarket, where I bought some groceries and household items. Then we went to the restaurant nearby - it's where we go most of the times. Everyone enjoyed their meals, and we did some talking.

Then we went to the SIL center where I had to pick up two things, and deliver somebody's mail I had taken with me from the US for her. I also went to my friend's office, to see whether she was there, and talked to her for five minutes, which was nice.

Then we returned home. I was glad to be back, and quite tired. The afternoon went by quickly, taking care of different things. And then it was time for the prayer meeting.

Prayer Meeting

In the morning I had been unsure whether I'd be able to do the prayer meeting, and doing the service tomorrow was out of the question. But I asked God to just give me grace to do the prayer meeting, to help me do it, and I felt I had that little kernel of grace that was sufficient to make me do the meeting.

The thing I was excited about was that it would be the first "event" on our new tiles. No more dirt floor. And I was curious to see whether things would be different now compared to before the outpouring of His Spirit. And I had a glimmer of hope that we'd have a great time once we'd start praising God.

Souleymane had the drum set up, and I set up my keyboard. Besides our resident kids, there was one other adult - Paul's only friend Oumar - as well as 5 street kids, and our night guard's kids.

I started off with LORD, YOU ARE GOOD, and then we sang HOSANNA. I noticed the difference in the dining hall - everything was hollow-sounding, like in an empty house, and nobody could hear me at all. Next time we'll have to set up the sound system.

Souleymane played the drums, and I felt like God wanted us to dance around the dining hall in a victory dance, trampling the enemy under our feet. I had already gotten the flags out (without knowing why). So I prayed for Souleymane to be released to play in the Spirit (see picture), and then we started dancing to his drum beat. I took this little video clip:

Everyone was filled with joy and dancing before the Lord. It was great to watch.

And then 3-4 kids were kneeling down. I felt a pull to join them, and suddenly everyone was on their knees, and then facedown. Abdias had taken the African drum and started to play in the Spirit. I gave Souleymane a sign to stop playing the drum set. Abdias had his eyes closed, and it was so obvious he was playing in the Spirit. What a testimony, to see Abdias like that! He was our "most difficult case"! He said later he had a vision and saw an angel play the drums with him.

We stayed on our face for a while, and several kids had visions and/or heard from God. I was the first to get up to discern the situation. I finally sat down at the keyboard and started playing softly. I started playing a few simple songs of adoration for some time. Then I stopped, and encouraged everyone to gather together for "feedback time".

In the past, when I'd ask whether anyone had heard from God, nobody would answer - maybe except for Paul. Today was different. Souleymane shared a vision, as did 7-year-old Boubacar, one of the street kids, and a few other boys. Wonderful! How encouraging!

I then shared with them that I had been under severe attack with discouragement all week, and that I felt like God gave me a message for the service tomorrow, but I didn't even know how to do the service. And I told them how God had given me a strategy during the prayer meeting. Tomorrow, from 8 am until the service at 3 pm, we'll have constant prayer going. Every child/adult is taking a half-hour slot to pray for me and for the service. That should be sufficient to break through in the spirit!

Please pray for me and us; I'm preaching on the gift of tongues, and the baptism in the Spirit. Only one of my boys has this gift so far.

Though the prayer meeting was good, it didn't do as much for me as for them. I sure need all the prayers I can get to continue on here in Mali...

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

Construction Update

It's great to see the tiles laid in the dining hall; I still have to take the pictures.

Due to a misunderstanding, the money that should have been used to pain the dining hall and get it done was used to continue work on the next house. As you can see in the pictures, the bricks are ready, and they're preparing raising up the walls. And the walls will be coming up these next few weeks - that's how far the money will reach.

Now we'll at least try to paint the inside of the dining hall so it looks nice, especially in light of the two teams that are coming in November.

Yesterday I also spent considerable time with Kossi (construction manager), discussing all that needs to be done to be ready for our big conference in two months. He'll be leveling the ground where the big building is going to be a little (we can't afford doing it all the way), and bring some electricity to that part of our base. And we're going to get a big plastic tarp to protect us from the sun, and have 150 chairs made. All these are a lot of expenses that are ahead of us.

Back Home

Yesterday was my first day back in Mali. And the cold that had announced itself just before my departure from the US now manifested itself fully. The descent into Bamako had actually been very painful for my one ear as it couldn't take care of the pressure difference. But now my throat was also aching, as was my head, and I always had to have tissues nearby. I ended up not doing much in terms of putting away stuff I had brought. However, I did all the accounting for the last two months. I now have numbers. Besides all the damaged stuff we had to repair (like vehicles), the cash that was stolen was about $550.

In the afternoon we all sat down together, and I wanted to hear from my boys directly all that had transpired during our absence. So one after another the kids told me what they had done, and most asked for forgiveness. I found out more (shocking) details, and the longer I am in my house, the more I find out or find missing. I then told them I had forgiven them, and I told them they would help with construction work the next few weeks until school starts.

Because of this meeting we didn't have a prayer meeting, though we prayed a short prayer at the end. We wanted to do it today, but Paul went to the village of Dra, and then we celebrated Souleymane's birthday, so it's postponed until tomorrow.

I couldn't sleep the second half of the night (jetlag), and then slept until late when I finally did fall asleep. My health wasn't too great. Still, I kept going. I did some exercise in the afternoon which energized me and helped me get more done. I even did a TPM session with Paul at 10 pm!

Souleymane's Birthday

Today was Souleymane's 16th birthday. So sick or not, I baked a cake for him, which is our custom, and put candles on top. They all love cake, and it's the only time they get it! Souleymane blew out all the candles at once, and then he received his gifts.

Since the kids have not had pocket money since "the incident", I encouraged them to draw something for him, which they did. I gave Souleymane a water bottle, and will take him out to a restaurant (maybe tomorrow). I also told him he could pick what he'd like to do (with me) tonight. He chose a board game.

So we sat down to play a French version of MONOPOLY. I couldn't find it, until one of my boys told me where Moussa had hidden it. Weird.

We had a lot of fun playing for about 3 hours; it was a great family time.

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Return To Mali

We arrived in Paris at 1:30 pm local time - which was still early morning in the US. It was good to be back on European soil. It's become a custom for me to call my Mom and my brother in Austria when I fly through Paris, but today I could not get a hold of them.

I made my way to the frequent flyer lounge to spend the 2+ hours waiting time there. I was able to connect to the internet for free, and so time passed quickly.

My flight to Bamako left at 4:30 pm. FINALLY individual screens, and they even offered good movies. I ended up watching two good ones, though I was fighting to stay awake.

We landed in Bamako early - at 8:05 pm local time. The typical smells hit me when I got off the plane. I went through immigration, and my luggage came out very quickly. No hassles with customs.

But then Paul wasn't there. We had agreed that he'd come by taxi; I probably just should have taken a taxi home instead of having him come. I needed to call Paul, but had to buy credit for my prepaid phone. Some guys lent me their phone to call Paul, but of course they wanted a lot of money for that afterwards. They really kept bugging me, and annoying me, while I kept waiting for Paul, and I got annoyed that the taxi driver refused to just stop at the curb but wanted to go on the parking lot... Finally they showed up, and I got in. And another guy wanting money....

Oh my, I have not missed this. We were talking in the car, and the first few answers Paul gave me to my questions discouraged me even more... things not done, or not working, or damaged, etc. I stayed silent for most of the trip, in anticipation of what I'd find in my house.

I think the dog was most happy to see me - I couldn't even keep her from jumping at me. My cat is angry with me and won't let me touch her.

The bigger kids were still up, and I hugged each one of them. They seemed a bit apprehensive and were pretty silent. I was shocked at how few street kids were spending the night. Paul told me they want us to pick them up at the bus station the way we used to, but of course we don't have a driver at this time.

I did not say much to the kids, telling them we'd talk tomorrow. Then I went and started to unpack, and look around the house.

Things weren't as bad as I had feared they might be. But, there was one big shock: our only working computer - and there are some things only this computer could do - is gone. I thought it was the one Paul had been using for emails, but it wasn't. No wonder Paul had such a hard time with emails, since none of our other computers work properly, which is really annoying.

So, no more computer in the service, no more songs projected, or Bible verses projected, or music/videos used... I saw some other damage, but the computer was the primary thing. I'm sure I'll find out more in the next few days.

Sitting in the taxi driving home was extremely hard. People say that there are those spirits of oppression and discouragement over this city - even compared to other cities in Mali. I can only say that this has been my hardest return to Mali ever.

Please pray for me as I transition back into life here. These next few days will be crucial.

It's midnight, and I'll see whether I can't get a good night's rest in. It's very humid since it's rainy season, and relatively hot, plus lots of mosquitoes. At least my cat won't keep me from sleeping since she wants nothing to do with me.

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Monday, September 7, 2009

Back In Mali

I've talked to Paul a few times over this past week, and want to pass on some news:

The tiles in the dining hall are done! Praise God! After one year, it's done! Now comes the painting, inside and out, and installing two sinks. Instead of starting on my house, though, we need to use the money to flatten the ground where the big building is going to be so we can use that space for our big conference in November.

Three of my kids returned from their YWAM dance group tour through Mali today; looks like they had a good three weeks.

We have two possible new drivers; they are issues with both of them. Please pray we'll find/pick the right person.

Last week Sunday Paul went into the village - finally - to minister, but ended up helping at an accident scene instead, transporting wounded people to the hospital.

Yesterday he tried again - with one of the new drivers showing if he can drive - and they had a great time of ministry in the village. On their way back, a bridge was destroyed, and they had to drive through the river and damaged the car. They were stuck, and prayed. Three hours later, the car suddenly started again, and they made it back to the city. Now the car is once again in the shop to be repaired (sigh).

Paul is very excited about my return - more than I am. I will need your prayers these next few days.

Leaving Kansas City

It was close to 4 am before I went to bed, and I got back up at 9 am. I finished packing, and wrote some important emails. Time went by fast.

At 1 pm my hosts & friends and I left to go to my favorite restaurant for lunch - Applebee's. I had spent a week with them, and hardly seen them. That way we got to at least talk a little bit. Then Bill took me to the airport, where it was time to say good-bye.

I was glad the check-in went more or less smoothly. I could really tell a big difference in the amount of luggage since Paul had already taken one bag back with him. I went through security, and had 90 minutes left to wait. I'm glad they have free wifi internet at the KC airport. I wanted to transfer some pictures to my computer and realized my SD card has decided to quit working. I hope I can buy one at the airport in Atlanta!

The flight to Atlanta lasted only 90 minutes. I had just the right amount of time in Atlanta. But that time ended up being quite a "nightmare" thanks to weird and unfriendly people - one after another that crossed my path, causing a lot of frustration. It was sure weird.

I finally sat down at the gate, glad to not have to deal with people there anymore; usually people in Atlanta are nice. I was hoping to get an upgrade, but my name was not called. And when I got onto the plane, there was another disappointment when I realized the flight was Delta-operated. Most of the times it's Air France - a huge difference. All I could do was accept the situation. At least the person next to me moved away, and so I had two seats to myself. That really helped as I was able to lie across the two seats. The flight lasted 8 hours, and I got a little sleep in.

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Sunday, September 6, 2009

Last Day In US

After another short night, getting up was not at all easy. But I was very much looking forward to this day.

It started at Christ Triumphant Church, a church very dear to me. During my two years in Kansas City Jill Austin did all her conferences there, and so I got to love the church and its pastor. The church has helped me with receiving donations these past few years until we got our IRS status, and it has been home when I'd come back to visit.

It was good to be there one last time before my return to Africa. The pastor gave me the opportunity to give a short testimony of what's happening in Mali. At the end of the service, he asked me to come forward to pray for people as well. I was so very tired, it was definitely not on my mind. But I prayed for a few people, and the Lord ministered to them. Then I asked for prayer myself, and my friends Lee & Doris prayed for me, as well as the pastor. I was very thankful for that. I then enjoyed a few more minutes of talking with the pastor before it was time to leave.

From CTC, I went straight to World Revival Church. I walked in just as people were standing before the final prayer. Perfect timing! It was 1 pm. I went forward to receive prayer, like everyone else in the church. I was very tired, and received some good prayer.

Then I talked to a few people, saying my good-byes, before getting into the car to drive to the next stop. I went to my good friends' house and got there 45 minutes earlier than planned.

I was so very tired, ready for a nap. I rested a little bit while talking to my friends, and at 3 pm I started my TPM session. I had high hopes to find some more healing before going back to Mali. The session lasted four and a half hours, and while I didn't get complete resolution, I did find some.

I had dinner with my friends, enjoying my last moments with them. These incredible people are way up there on my list of favorite people. And so it was not easy to say good-bye and leave them. I hate good-byes.

I returned home where I continued packing and getting ready for my departure tomorrow, as well as spending some time talking with my hosts I had hardly had time with.

Once more, it's very late as I go to bed, spending my last night in the US.

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Saturday, September 5, 2009

Last Week In US

It's been an interesting week - and unusual since I haven't written any blogs all week.

I returned to Kansas City on Monday night, being very tired and much in need of rest. So I took Tuesday off, not going anywhere, but staying home and catching up on administrative work for the ministry. On Wednesday my busy schedule started up again, primarily consisting of meeting with people. And the busy-ness hasn't stopped. Nights have been short, but my last few days in the US have been rich and wonderful.

What surprised me this week was the feeling of discouragment in the light of my soon return to Mali. Much of it was definitely due to the tiredness. This US trip has been a time of constant pouring out, more than any other previous trips. I usually have some conferences during my trips where I get to receive as well, but this hasn't happened on this one. I love pouring out, but I could also tell how tired I was, and how much in need of a vacation. Not a good thing when you go back to lots of work. I felt like I hadn't had time to just be with God and converse with Him about my return to Mali, and what He was up to, what He wanted to do or change. So by Friday, I was somewhat concerned. And I was very much looking forward to ...

Two Nights At World Revival Church

And I wasn't disappointed. As I lay on the floor in God's presence at the end of the service, He ministered to me deeply. It was so precious to just be with Him. I kept praying, "consume me", offering myself completely to Him. I thought of the verse, "Don't grow weary in doing good," which is what had happened to me, and it made sense to me at that moment to repent for that, and ask God to refresh me and invigorate me.

What a difference today! I was amazed at how different I felt! God had also talked to me about my return to Mali during the service, and I now have some excitement about what's ahead, and direction. The discouragement had decreased big time; of course there's still some uncertainty about what I'm going to find in my house - or rather what not, since I don't know yet all that's been stolen.

And then tonight, I went back for more prayer, and again, I was lying in God's presence, just so hungry for Him, and crying out for more. It was a very precious time.

Mali, I'm ready to come home and start a new season!

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